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  • Reading: ALW734, ALW732, ALW730
  • Watching: running man
  • Eating: junk
  • Drinking: I need a strong skinny latte :<
Oh boy, I haven't updated my journal for a while x)
yep, assignment issues again.


Anyway, I feel like I receive or delivering a hell lot of negative energy recently.
I think it is easier for people to cross me nowadays. I got pissed off all the time, except if I am watching Running Man HAHA

I live in a sharehouse at the moment, and I am THE ONLY international student in there.
Imagine how frustrating it is on trying to communicate with my housemates.
Sometimes it is easy to talk to them one by one.
But if they all gathered in one room and talked with each other, I find it hard for me to follow their conversation.
It makes me insecure and realized HOW BAD MY SPOKEN ENGLISH IS #headdesk
I stammered, stuttered and sometimes just stopped in the middle of my sentence just because I couldn't find the word that I was about to say.
And make everybody feel awkward.
I hope my housemates understand why I often lock myself in my room and avoiding any conversation #cry

But my housemates also rarely at home.
One have this teaching rounds and work.
And the other two work while I am done with class, so I rarely see them.
I often home alone, and because I am concerned with electricity bills, I rarely turn on the lights.
So if no one at home, my room is the ONLY one who has the light on.
#inserteerieBGMhere

I think I need to adopt a pet, a cat or a dog, or I'll go insane.

And my friends also occupied with uni and work.
and so do I.
My life revolves around assignment, assignment and assignment.
I stayed in uni until 9pm at night (because my house just across the road) JUST to work on my assignment.
I went home, cook some dinner, and went to sleep.
Next morning I woke up, cook brunch, go to uni, have some weekly readings, go to class, repeat the process.
yep, I have no life 8)
AND I AM NOT EVEN THAT BUSY JLGFJLSGH

I have this delusional conclusion that my friends are leaving me.
Just because I know they are too busy to have a social life.
And I was stuck at home doing nothing.
Haha I know, insane.
I don't even touch the TV.
Not wanting to.

So I think I had a mental breakdown last week
I got a supreme laziness strike.
I didn't work on my assignment, just draw and draw and draw and draw, or watching korean variety shows.
now, I have HEAPS of assignments piling up.
And my anger came out again.






I can't write with this mood : (
So I choose to write this journal to gradually relieve my stress.
#ultimatewritersblock
Why oh why must I choose a writing major
>> currently stuck with overall 10,000 words of writing assignments
:')

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~celeste84 Mar 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:D Tag you're it!

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~aura-tabby Mar 29, 2012  Student Writer
omg I've been tagged! 8D LOL
I'll prolly do it later if it's ok, I have assignments piling up :iconlazycryplz:

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~celeste84 Apr 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
hahaha I know the feeling XD

btw, yay you're back in aus!

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~aura-tabby Apr 15, 2012  Student Writer
yes I am! 8D
when will you visit melb? we need to meet up! :>

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~ashshi-argent Mar 24, 2012  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the watch~
OwO
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~aura-tabby Mar 24, 2012  Student Writer
no worries~ :>

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~ashshi-argent Mar 18, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave :hug:
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~aura-tabby Mar 19, 2012  Student Writer
no worries dear :huggle:

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=IvyLiau Mar 8, 2012  Student General Artist
....:iconinglipplz: tabbychi--y me ada di best dA people-mu lol :icontearplz::icontearplz:

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~aura-tabby Mar 13, 2012  Student Writer
iya dong cayang :* :heart:

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